*Of things New and Old*

Hmmm some flashbacks of the past some totalli new incidents have truly intrigued me, sume unfathomable some so silly and one that made my blood boil....but lets stick on a cheery note on this day where i learnt how to dance(????) lol thanx to the gentle prod(or shld i say pleas) of a few classmates i told them i wld join their dance grp for the comin fuzion nite in Informatics...side track a while, any1 readin this and free on the 24th of June please drop by Informatics for fuzion nite where different cultures and ethnicity combine for a nite of fun...
k back to wat i was saying, hmmm they kinda made me go on and try and dance, so far out of 6 steps they did i managed to put a finger on abt 2 but seriousli i used to think dancin was easy and shit dang i felt like a clown the first few hours matter of fact i still do, i cant bring myself to imagine MeL dancin, sheesh seems like a dream seriousli, a very bad one....

Of things old eh, hmm some recent flames have made a pretty good re-entry in my life and unlike usual times i seem to be takin this wif a nice cheer, like wat i learnt abt the innoculation theory tat once u been exposed to it, it makes ya stronger the next time arnd....the re-entry has made me stronger and want to quell any form of dissentment or disappointment for that matter, i have had plenty with this "darlins" whu caused me plenty of sorrow to say the least, but it has made me stronger and now the challenge of showin how fine i am now is keepin me strong, or so i think..... People are teachin me how to dance

Of things silly, i recentli have this new habit, i blush, i mean for no reason, i started blushin in class for no reason i just seem to be in a good mood, makin jokes to ppl i bareli know, instead of the arrogant look i carry so well, a smile seems to be creeping in, all this is fine but its for no reason, i juz suddenli feel this funni weight in my (below my heart and in the huge midst of my belly*) didnt do very well for science so i dnt knw wat to name it, hmmm its juz a feel of weight and i dnt knw if the feelin tat comes with it is joy but i knw its makin me smile a lot, i juz hope i aint goin bananas, I forgot to mention i am learnin dance too

Of things unfathomable, one thing i always neva bothered about is wat ppl tot abt me, i lived my life the way i wanted to without botherin if "people" wld find it inappropiate or mite frown at the action, but i did always bothered to listen to criticism, especialli if i can relate to the criticism, one very popular one before was my attitude which was due to short temper and ego, i knw i put down a lot of ppl in my fits of anger which came more than its normal share but i realli feel i have toned down a lot, call it maturity or old age i seemed to have MeLlowed(Pun Intended) hmmm at 19 i mellowed?? sheesh i shld be gettin senility when i thirty, but its a good thing, true i have my bad days here and there but hey whu doesnt, but the amount of time that i have it is seriousli astonishin me, Hey guess wat i am actualli learning to move my legs in a gd rythm

Of things new, i cant seem to sleep. and i am learning dance, lol hmm i think u guys get the point and i set a new record for myself, i read two and a half books in a day, hmm actualli nite but heck same shit, i read two sidney sheldon and half of tim green book(his fifth angel is damn good), i read the other half the next day, nice, hmm i guess i have updated enuff, o ya i am learnin how to dance.....